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Had fun with my dear phone, I downloaded some softwares to edit the photos which I took..

Had a wonderful sailing excursion on my birthday. It was a relaxing day!! We all sailed from Sembawang to Pasir Ris. We stopped there for swimming and canoeing. As well as, guys did fishing. Ladies did cooking for lunch. Guess what we cooked?! It was curry chicken and roti prata.. It was delicious! But I didn’t eat alot because I just recovered from my mild sore throat.

Then, we continued to sail to Pulau Ubin. Along the journey, we experienced a little storm. Besides this, we saw many kinds of ships and vessels. Even, we saw many aeroplanes when we were near Changi. It’s an inexplanable feeling where we almost reached the planes at this level..

We passed by Pulau Tekong and reached Pulau Ubin. We resumed our fishing. But Alfred had no patience for it. Sighz, there’s no luck so far.. We hadn’t caught a single fish yet. We proceeded to have a steamboat cum BBQ. Great dinner!!

After that, we sailed back to Sembawang. It’s really freezing at night. However, this excursion is a beautiful one.. Perhaps, I may be organising one for my friends one day.

Happy Birthday to Eileen and me!

Hmm, this is really a birthday surprise to us from my friends. Thanks very much, everyone for taking alot of efforts to make it a wonderful one. We really love it!!

Actually, I thought it was Mani’s gathering at East Coast Park. It turned out that they gave us a BIG SURPRISE! Haha, I can say, it’s quite a dramatic “show” where Eileen, Andre and I cried together. Besides this, Kenji and I had a cake showdown. It seems that it can be remembered.. Last year, I got sabotaged by Kenji and Eugene. Eugene secretly put in some flour into my cap. Without my knowledge and any alarm from everyone, I just put on my cap. Then, I was covered in flour..!!

After all, I enjoyed the special day this time..

Haha, as for presents, they are given to me by my friends.. Out of these presents, an amusing present is a bikini.. Before they poured us the surprise, they played the Truth Or Dare game. Cheeky Kenji asked me that question, “Have you worn any bikini before?” I told him truthfully, “NO!” He couldn’t believe it, he gave me a bikini. Everyone asked me to wear it outside.. To me, that was stupid!! However, this is my first time to receive this such present. I do not know any reasons why they give me a such gift. Perhaps, some of them knew that I have a sailing excursion the next day, so that I could flirt with guys around. Is that ridiculous?! Hahaa, I love these presents very much although I wish to have a digital recorder this year..

Taken from Jessica’s entry…

Quiz Quiz Quiz

10 people you want to meet

1. Rossman (haven’t sat down for a coffee chat for a long time)

2. Alicia, my dear good friend

3. Raymond Chong, my best performing partner

4. Vivian, my lovely cousin!!

5. Yanxiu, my good friend

6. Safri Duo (famous percussion group)

7. Takuya Kimura

8. Backstreet Boys

9. Evelyn Glennie (famous deaf percussionist)

10. Mr. Right Guy??

9 things you wear everyday

1. specs/contact lens

2. underwear

3. clothes

4. bead bracelets

5. rings

6. hearing aids

7. earrings

8. shoes/slippers

9. hairband

8 of your favorite foods

1. french crepe (from Marche restaurant)

2. fish fillet (must be without bones)

3. prawns soaked in tomato & chilli sauce

4. prawn rolls (must be made by Mummy)

5. chicken soup with corns and egg

6. salads

7. pasta

8. sour & sweet pork

7 of your closest friends

1. Rossman

2. Huishan

3. Andre

4. Eileen

5. Alfred

6. Nora

7. Alicia

6 of your favorite shows/movies

1. HK Dramas (SCV)

2. Japanese Dramas (SCV)

3. LOTR Trilogy

4. Harry Potter Trilogy

5. Keanu Reeves’s movies

6. Moulin Rouge

5 things in your room

1. bed

2. piano & small percussion instruments

3. computer

4. CDs, VCDs & DVDs

5. books, files and paper everywhere

4 things you ate today

1. 1/4 bowl of rice

2. fish balls

3. fish (mummy deboned for me)

4. brown boiled egg

3 things you could not live without

1. friends

2. handphone

3. music

2 books you recently read

1. Essential Knowledge

2. Piano Classics

1 thing you said today

1. YAAAAWWWWWWWWNNNNNnnnnnnnnnnnn, I wanna sleep again..

Just now, after the XTOMIC practice, we had a little birthday celebration. I’m very happy. But sadly, I can’t eat mango cake which my friends bought.. Upon reaching my home, I ate only 1 cube.

Hmmm, you may not understand why I can’t eat mango and pineapple. This may sound funny to you. I dare not eat these 2 fruits because of my long-term sickness (Dysmenorrhoea). I can’t explain this much to you all.

When I eat too much of these, I will experience a very lower abdominal pain for a whole day or two days.

Just now, I told Huishan about that cake. And at the same time, I hope she will understand it. Anyway, I appreciate it at least..

After all, I thank all my friends for putting in little efforts to make the birthday present and buy the mango cake. So, I decided to keep one of the 77th Street vouchers as my memento.

Hmmm, I am going to be 25 on this coming Sunday. It sounds to me, I am getting older. NonONonO… Young & Beautiful at HeArT!

Meanwhile, I suppose I should keep my resolutions which I have made in the first month of this year. Hope these could be fulfilled.

Jimmy asked me out to celebrate our birthdays with him, I turned him down flatly! Sighz, I know that he once liked me. But I have no feelings for him. At this moment, he is treating me as his good friend, I could sense it. But I am trying to prevent it. I won’t give him any chances! I would rather have him as my friend forever and I hope he could not be so close to me.

Hmmm, since I am going to be 25 this time, it’s supposed that I should have a boyfriend by now.. Actually, I wish I could have a digital recorder which I can record whatever I play on piano or percussion or perhaps, I sing. It will be my birthday present this time. Nevermind about it, I will be flirting around by then. On this coming Sunday, I will be out to sea with my male friends. This will be my first time to be out to sea on his yacht. WOW!! A birthday celebration on his YACHT!!! After all, I’m looking forward to it.

Hooray, it’s over!! I did my excellent job in my duty of the PR Officer!

Frankly, the 1st and 2nd days of the camp were quite stressing. Hmm, some of the objectives were fulfilled. But sadly, the workshops are not really meaningful. It was mainly for the interpreters. Due to the few number of instructors, it is understandable that these workshops were fitted for the interpreters. Nevermind about it.

But as for the 3rd day, it was really very enjoyable. Richmond, Jason, Leon, Zach and I went to Pualu Ubin for cycling. Quite fun!!

This brought me much memories of Pualu Redang where my friends and I snorked and played games.. I miss my friends!!

Haha, I’m very tired but still, I enjoyed the camp throughout the 4 days.

Hahaa, my blog has alot of ugly entries that make my readers feel very hurt.. Well, perhaps, I didn’t think of any consequences before I wrote or said. Also, I know that I am too selfish or too blurt.

I even know I have offended most of my friends. And even, I’m aware that most of you stopped reading my blogs.

This does not matter to me anyway..

By the way, thanks for being my faithful readers. But still, I appreciate it. And, I will write properly in order to have less unhappiness everywhere..

Hmm, I know most of you are unhappy with me. So, I deleted the previous entry, “Around 24 Hours”.

I asked myself what the blog is for.. I need it to express my thoughts here although I couldn’t have my friends to be my listening ears. So, what is it for? Nevermind about it..

Well, you think I am too selfish or too demanding.. Go ahead and think this way. I do not care about it. This will not bother me anymore. I’m learning how to be BOCHAP & FIRM like Richmond and others.

As for Adrian, I do not know what to do with him. Over there at the sign language camp retreat, we had not much to talk with. It seemed that he is still angry with me over XTOMIC trival matters. If I know Adrian is not happy with whatever I do, I’ll apologise to him. This’s done!

If he does not forgive me for that, it’s alright with me. It all takes time to forget and forgive everything..

Whatever I say, this is often displeasing everyone.. I know myself that I am not good at any words. Even, I know that I talk too loudly. This can’t be helped when I am in a bad mood. Nevermind, I will stop doing so.. It will be very hard for me to change in order to please everyone, but still, that’s me.

I do not wish to let XTOMIC disband itself like that. It’s my baby..

Even though every member of XTOMIC does not wish to help me in any way (like taking up the place of Assistant Leader), I will take care of it until I die. If everyone is having a break, I can let them do their way.. I understand that they are highly committed to the XTOMIC practices. I know I should be grateful to them and I have done my best to appreciate their efforts.

But as for me, it’s tough to maintain XTOMIC. I know that I can’t take any breaks at all. And, this path may be very lonely for me with nobody helping me. Of course, I’m very sad!!

But still, there’s no choice in any way.. I need to tolerate everything.. If I choose this path, I have to accept this slowly and hope to be contented with everything I do..