~ PerCusSo ~

I have my appointment to go for my dental surgery to remove my two lower wisdom teeth at Jurong Medical Centre. It is today.. A few hours down.. Unable to sleep tonight. So, here writing…

Have been imagining a lot of things about my dental surgery since my check-up at Jurong Polyclinic. My friends told me their experiences with tooth extractions. Freaked me out…

Wonder how I shall communicate with the dentist since his/her mouth is covered, while sitting back on the high chair. I was asked about it. I have no idea about it. Only one way is to communicate through writing. Nothing wrong with it…

Quite nervous about it, like a child.. Really traumatic..!
I need to be brave for this!! May the Force be with me…

Thanks for those wonderful moments you’ve spent with me to celebrate my birthday…

Andre,
Thanks for your beautiful gift (2 pairs of black music notes (treble clefs & quavers). Sorry, I broke most of them as they’re very fragile. However, I decorated them on my bookmark.

Kenji & Eileen,
Thanks for a nice present – portable Philips speakers. It’s really useful to me for my song signing lessons/practices. Loud enough.. =)

Shalini & Gophi,
Grateful to both of you for spending your time with me last Sunday. You fed me with lots of good food & drinks. But sorry, I ended up vomitting everything at a very late night. However, I enjoyed chatting & walking… Hope to go out with you all soon!

Vivian & your family,
Thanks for the delicious dinner at the restaurant.. I enjoyed it, especially the chocolate cake. So far, I ate this cake on my birthday! Heheeee.. Added sweetness to my special day…
Me looking forward to your present, my dear cousin! =P When will you come over to my place to stay overnight?

Alex & Xuehui,
Thanks for celebrating my birthday yesterday.. Also, for the nice necklace. I love it…!
Otherwise, I would have stayed at home all day… No mood to do anything at home. Glad that both of you asked me out although you have your busy schedule…

Anthony Chitty,
Thanks for the sound amplifiers. Quite useful to me, too.. =)

Hau En & Joyce,
Thanks for those cute presents, epecially the A4 drawing. Glad to eat lunch with you at the Vila’ge (Marche) @ The Heeren. Enjoyed this with you both…

Huishan, Richmond, Jianyi, Angeline, Geeta, Garrick, Lydia, Linda, Carlo, Jennifer, Angela, Jason, Audrey & Kor Kor 1,
Thanks for those great sms… Thanks for remembering my birthday! Hope to see you again soon! Miss you…

Felicia & Vikki,
Thanks for your love although I worked with both of you for only one month. The Japanese meal was delicious.. Still remember the taste of sashimi till now.. Mmm!
Also, thanks for the silver necklace (music note – quaver). I love it… It completes the set together with a pair of silver earrings (music notes – treble clef & quaver) that my former students gave me as tokens of appreciation. Somemore, all of them are from the same brand. =)

I’m truly grateful to those who are with me all the way. Thanks for your wonderful love… Being there for me… Above all, thanks for everything. I hope to keep in touch with you no matter what we do, where we are.

=)

Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday, Eileen, Aaron & me..
Happy Birthday to You…!

Everyone is the Singapore Survivor. In competition..

Tired of being out on own… Wanna put up a white flag but I cannot give up. If I give up, I will be dead. Unless there is someone who kills my heart & passion…

Life goes on…
I need to pick up survival tools…

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God, I’m leaning on you…

Just realised that my birthday is coming soon when Carlo told me it’s a few days down… 7 days…
I do not know how I shall celebrate my birthday.. So, it’s not necessary to do so even though I really wanna fun & enjoyment out of it. I have no plans for it.

Hmmm, I wish that all my wishes will come true.. *praying*

My top priority is to look for an admin job that I hope to work in town. I can’t help being fussy about the locations because of my other committments. Not only this, I hope to get me through it..

*praying*

Since I was at my temp admin work, my life had been in chaos. Not used to that life.. It really sucked! I hate it… But no choice as life goes on.

Now, I’m glad that it was over last Friday (11 May). I have been putting my priorities/things back in order. Guess I need to practise my self-discipline within myself so that my goals will be achieved in no time.

Hmmmm, my plans are still progressing. But sometimes, they need time. This makes me feel frustrated. Hope I will get over these unhappiness soon.
Right now, I need some time for myself to settle with things I have. So many things to do…
Looks like I may not have time to go out. Hmm, so far, no one, except Alex, Andre, Eileen, Kenji, Kelvin, Pet, Zach & Jimmy asked me out. Nevermind about it, everyone has their own lives. Different people, different life goals.

Alright, I’m excited to learn ASL soon in this June/July. It’s one of the oldest sign languages. For a while, I have been reading up on ASL and its forms/functions/structures. But sadly, I do not get some of them right. So, hope this learning will enlighten my knowledge. =)

May the Force be with me…. *winks*

Circling the date “11 May” on my calendar…

That is my last day at temp admin work. Counting 7 days down…!
Hmmm, not this but my colleague/supervisor is giving me a BIG treat to Japanese dinner at CHJIMES on my last day.. COOL!! =D